"Presence is more than just being there." -- Malcom S. Forbes

Everyone has their limitations, their line, their edge; some are more tolerant, some aren't. Many are having on by a single thread, and others are supported by beams and safety cords, latches, hooks, everything they could ever want. Some of us are juvenile, and some are angles. We are living with a purpose, some just haven't found their calling yet. Finding a balance is difficult, it's never an easy task. The whole procedure of life itself is difficult, finding the path to head to. The right and wrong path will lead you to the path of your future, or the path of the downside. In fact, right understanding of path itself is a part of practice. But it is just then that we find ourselves facing a new difficulty. It's hard thinking what I'll be seeing myself in the next few years, or even next year. The careers I passionately want to pursue in, or doing what my parents think is correct path. My mom, on the other hand, is considerate and is willing to accept what I decide to do,be along my side when I need her. But my family believes otherwise. The only career you'll be having a "good" lifestyle is typically, a doctor, a lawyer. It's saddening knowing that they don't believe education should be gone to waste if it's not pursuing a passion as a doctor/lawyer, and I shouldn't think about doing any other careers besides that. But i know, that any career I decide on pursuing is something I enjoy, and make a living out of it. I'm still young with many considerations to hold onto but I know that any decisions I make, will be something I wouldn't regret. 

♡ Christine 

April 1st, 2013: April fools edition

I DONT KNOW IF ANYONE HAD NOTICE ON GOOGLE BUT THERE WAS THIS THING AND SO I CLICKED ON IT



AND IT BROUGHT ME TO THIS PAGE


AND SO I CLICKED SMELL


AND IT DIDN'T WORK SO THEN I CLICKED ON HELP



AND IT LEAD ME TO THIS. Thanks alot, google. You seriously made my april's fools day.

 

 

On to my actual post, 

Realisticly, I've been constantly thinking what i'm doing with my future, and how i'll handle it. There are many roads to go through, and many are not a positive.  When you are saying your vows on the alter and planning your future you don’t think about the bumps in the road that you’ll travel. No one expects to be struggling to keep their family from falling to pieces right in front of them and children certainly don’t expect to be caught in the middle of all of it, watching their parents bicker and separate. Having settle down with their families, having every intent to live happy stable lives with their significant other. Years later it seems not everything always goes according to plans. There are so many possiblies to go through, and what i believe as of now is see where life takes me and do my best along those paths. 

Narrowing My Career Differential

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My dad said it when I was young, and I believe this is true,” he said. “When you love what you do, you never work a day in your life.
I think the happiest people are those who find what they love and do whatever they can to do what they love to do,”

 

- Hunter Hayes

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After having spent a bit of time in every rotation, I am beginning to have a better idea of what career paths interest me. This is important as selection process begins.
-Pediatrics
-Family Medicine
-Ophthalmology
-Orthodontist 
What once was not a major consideration for me, pediatrics has peaked my interest. There was something very enjoyable about the slow methodical pace and the time spent helping an individual. 

Where do I even begin?

In a way, I suppose I can honestly say that I am okay with a little bit of routine; we are all hypocrite to some extent. The last week or so has been amazing and downright a great way to start a second semester. 

I’ve grown used to waking up having the same routine until the weekend hits.  Waking up, going to school, and going home to take a nap.  dousing myself in the same warm shower water, drinking the same home-brewed coffee, doing my homework and then getting my 6 hours of sleep. seeing the same people, burning with the same methods, and writing with the same styles. 

It all sounds so boring, doesn’t it? Rather, it’s quite the opposite because regardless of what I’m doing I am always with good company and with good company comes good times. I can say i'm getting to where i'm heading at. 

Pediatricians 💉✏🔬

Today I have learned more about my career and what path i'm heading to. 

Pediatricians  require biology, math, and english(and recommendation of a foreign language, also). They want a math requirement of calculus and science to biology, physics, and chemistry. 

 Of course it's difficult, difficult to consider a passion to become a future career you accumulated. It's often nice of a thought to become passionate about your future. And often a nice thought thinking to what  road you're heading to.

I've always been frightened out of my mind. The things I wouldn't be able to do. 
Sometimes, it's just easier to cover it up with things that fill you with exuberance, but again, it's never that simple. From what you struggle to from getting this far, it's not about realizing that you struggled through school, work, or anything in general, but it's coming to the realization that because of those struggles you excelled and found potential in places you never guessed. I caught myself recalling a day back, back in the days where being raised around animals, I've always wanted to become field of animal biology, however, that plan didn't work out. I was slowly being replaced with other considerations while growing up. 

Imagine if everything made sense; it is quite blatant enough to us that curiosity would be nonexistent. There wouldn’t be enough motivation, or thirst, for knowledge. We would accept everything as it is and very few of us would challenge it, or I would think that there is. What drives us to the core of insanity? What “quality” or “set standards” deem us instance? And it seems that everyone lets these things dictate them, lets them constitute their actions as “good” or “bad.” Apparently, we follow the rules even when we think we don’t. These guidelines, criteria, shape our being into something ideal for the people around us, and the world itself. It happens to be in the form of media.

Some things are unavoidable, like becoming hungry, becoming fatigue, and even becoming enthralled by something you've never seen. I am pleased to say that I'm heading to the road of a career that will uplift me to what I'm passionate about. 

Ever since entering my life into high school baby steps, I am now quite comfortable saying I have a career path that would take me to become a pediatrician. Pediatricians is a medical practitioner who specializes and understood the differences in growing and maturing organisms that necessitated different treatment. It is a branch of medicine that deals with the medical care of infants, children, and adolescents.